Hey! Well its a late night again and unlike last time i'm not in the chirpiest mood. What caused this mood? Well let me tell ya! I had my Cap & gown grad. where I received my diploma...if that was amazing enough it brought back memories of how I fucking hated , wait no....despised high school. Well the night went best kind got my diploma and crap and sat through a ridiculously long ceremony...then I started to grow increasingly more and more pissed off. Mudder didn't get clear pictures so I had to re-gown and take lovely happy pictures to satisfy herself. Got that over with. so then I went on the search for my old teachers that I liked. Let me tell you I had alot of teacher crushes like....Ms...( Now mrs..:@) MacIntyre :) Sub. , Ms conway who was a math sub, Ms. Coombs who taught me Level 1 math, Lamedeer who was my Religion intern, anddddd Lesley raymond who was an intern but she had my name for a Macbeth tagging game in level 3...So she caught my interest :), oh and the french sub ms.joanne march....I had it out for all the young female teachers/interns that stepped into my school :P.
Well that clearly just brightened my evening up alittle bit but I shall explain why i'm super pissed. And that is because of the yearbook...I had a falling out with my friends and everything and what I wrote for the yearbook is complete bullshit. Reason being that my "friends" I had when i wrote it, mentioned nothing about me But I made sure to mention them. And my other friends that I wasn't talking to at that time wrote nothing about me either...which is completely understandable.duh! But the whole yearbook thing just set me off tonight. Like I know I was a bitch through Jr. high and High School but I admitted to that and I still came out being the bad guy in this whole situation and I ended up losing in the end.
Now that all thats off my chest I feel abit better...oh one more thing, The one person I really wanted to talk to, I never :( Ms. Bourgeous.... I told her on grad night about my eating disorder and she felt really concerned but she never seemed concerned tonight, maybe it was because others were around I don't know but I thought of her ever since she said that :) Gave me strength.
On a positive note my old ches's buddy Rach is having a girl early 2012 :) I totally want to reconnect with her and my buddy ryan :) Rekindle some friendship sparks :D Well Thats all I have to rant about for today anyhow. This was totally unexpected and a very long blog! Well peace!
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