December 23, 2011

Hey!
Ok total spin-off from my other 2 blogs, but what odds.
I'm going to base this blog on eating disorders. As I stated before i'm medically classified as having anorexia, whether I believe I do or not is my own humble opinion, just to put it out there though I don't believe I have one. Why? Welll...
- I don't starve myself                     - I consider it dieting by eat healthier
- I eat when I'm hungry                   - I think I have extremely good control of what I eat so I don't go overboard
But I do display these |symptoms|
-I think I'm fat even though i've lost 40-50lbs in the past 1yr and a half..Went from 170lbs to a current 127lbs
- I'm 5'7 so 127lbs is considered normal weight for my age and height.
- I previously purged once or twice...due to the fact I ate a high fattening food.
- I always look at the contents of what I eat but that is because I'm diabetic also.
- I eat about roughly 15-45 carbs a meal...Usually 20 carbs. So of slice of bread with peanut butter
I can legit say that I can look at other "anorexics "smaller" than me and say I want to look like them and I don't see that they obviously look sick. I like to see my bones, it reassures me that fat isn't covering them in layers.
I DON'T Purge after everything I eat and eat only a slice of carrot a day. I eat roughly 3-5 times a day sometimes. I don't eat i'd i'm not doing anything.

Ok now to elaborate on the people I considered not to look "sick"
- Portia de rossi...I didn't think she looked sick. I think she did and still do look good :)
- Dana on the documentary Dana the 8 yr old anorexic...I thought she looked like a normal kid, def not sick
Now there are those people that are literally skeletons and I see that as sick.

Well thats my opinion on that! Sure it wont be the last but I promise next time it will be in a form of a youtube video :P
Ciao cherrioss!