January 2012

Well Hello my quiet lil blog, nice to meet you again!
I've survived the transition over from 2011 to 2012, Wooooooooooooo!
Anyhow had a pretty good time, and I may as well start off a lil re-cap of the week.
Well friday I was suppose to have a party and no one showed...I won't take it to heart though,
Then On new years eve I hung out with my prom date Ryan. Had a pretty good time!! Despite!!!!!!!!!!! The fact that he is unaware that i'm like 99-100% lesbian. That 1% uncertain-ally is due to the fact that my heart gets desperate at times and tries to trick me into having feeling for guys....which don't go past the thinking stage let me mind you. Went down that road this summer and followed my desperate heart and made out with my ex...yeah i'm definitely gay.
Woo anyways a little off course for a minute. Needless to say I like him as a friend and I hope to god he doesn't try to ruin it by making any moves. Because that will lead to an awkward road of losing yet another friend. Well were going to see Mission Impossible 4 in imax and i'm totally excited!!!! Then before that were eating at fog city! I hope this poor fellow has an open mind in seeing that 2 people of the opposite sex can indeed go out to dinner with each other without it being intimate.
Don't go back to nursey school till the 9th so I see a week long affair at the Childrens hospital, volunteering is in my future :). Oh! last week I trained in a new girl and showed her around and stuff. Well let me tell you! She was so pretty! Reminded me of Arizona from Grey's anatomy. Spitting image, no joke! Except younger, which is strange because I usually don't find girls younger than me attractive, it's usually those who are 20-28yrs  I go for...ha ha ha. She's I believe 16-17, and i'm 18. But I do believe shes straight...story of my life, i'm going to grow old and alone due to me not being bold enough to ask a girl out. We'll see what 2012 brings me I suppose!
:O New years resolutions!!!!!!!!!
I should have made another blog contributing just to that! I'll have to see; but I know being less saucy is on that list :)
Well cheers for now!
xx