Yay today.

So. I’m fatherless…well obv. And just like 5 minutes ago mom said she moving out. Like in 2 hours. Shes gathering up her stuff now.  Why? Because of me. Initially she kicked me out but I just kinda stayed in my room. Never said a word, never screamed or fed into her childish behaviours. And Who comes out looking bad? Might as well start looking for a place for me and my girls (rats) and Bo I suppose seeing she aint taking him , and i’m not giving him up for adoption. Bad day.  I was planning on O.D but nan came and talked me out of anything stupid, for the moment. I’ll take my insulin and needles with me. Maybe I should admit myself. But the hospital is for sick people, not people who are sooky and say their gonna o.d… Anyways off to a friends house for abit. Then coming home and vending for myself. I feel the urge to call the psych but I only seen her yesterday and i’ll see her again in 2 weeks. I feel like calling the housing for youth because we keep in contact regularly but I feel this isn’t an emergency.