I'm so goin to regret what i'm about to do. But it feels like my heart is beatin out of my chest. I feel over whelmed  I need to stop feelin this. I need to have my hands to match. One has cuts, the other will 2. I don't know why I feel I needed to say this. Maybe it's because I know that its bein a friggin attention seeker if I do it anywhere else.. Anywhere that anybody could help me. I don't know.  I guess the rat's scratched me again oops.