Hey
Ok so I was extremely stupid last night. When out to supper planning to have a small salad and have a desert. That didn't go as planned. I had 3 slice of small pizza. Then I have a S'mores Pizza. There was layers and layers of chocolate and marshmellows and sugar sugar sugars fat fat fat fat. I feeel Like shit. This happened at around 8 last night. I still feeel extremely sick! Like going to be my sugars were 15mmol High. I was throwing up in my mouth for an hour after I got home but I couldn't throw up because everyone was around. I feeel like I've gained like 10 lbs from this. I'm soo bloated and I lost what I worked so hard to achieve and all I see is fat! I think I'm going to take a super long walk and not eat. I'll eat when i'm soo low and tired that I can't function, until then I'm going to freak out. Like I really just want to sit here and bawl. Don't know why, it isn't gonna accomplish anything.
Anyways i'm gonna go die from over stuffin myself last night.. ok not really gonna die...Just feeels that way.
Ciao
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