Hey!
I think i'm due for a rant!
Ok so I met with the psychologist. Wonderful. I ranted for a full hour!
Not even coherent ranting either. It was like talking to 2 people with opposite opinions. The crazy me showed herself today thats for sure. So shes recommending me seeing someone for 2-3 years :O I kinda went numb but that point with shock. I was totally out of line today. I have to control myself and put a filter on myself. Needless to say there is an evident problem. And I suppose I need help. I never knew how hard it was to tell the truth. I just couldn't do it I got all sweaty and my voice started cracking. Like I didn't know what was on the go with me.
Anyways woo!
Now i am having myself a few glasses of lambs because i have myself soo fuckin' worked up it's crazy. Tonight is not going to be a good night. I need to numb these feeelings! Alcohol is my first option, i have another in mind too. Why must I be sooo stupid?
Well I don't know what to say anymore. Really don't know.
Ciao
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