March 6, 2012

Hey
Whats a wonderful way to wake up. Having mom screaming at me saying she is going to kick me out of the house.
Ok for one I'm not just sitting on my arse 24/7 I do go out 2-3 times a week to go volunteering or pass out resumes. Yes I'm currently looking for a job. Do you think thats a good enough answer? Nope because I don't have a job. Ok man how would you like it if someone was constantly hounding you to get a job when there obviously no places wanting to hire you. *sigh*
Shes like well if you don't have a job then your cleaning the house by yourself everyday. Woman years ago that was their job clean the house all day and now its your job. I can't believe she used that metaphor to me. I clean constantly! everyday! But if I live in the house with 2 other people it has to be a shared responsibility. She's like nope you do everything. Cook, clean, laundry. Like wtf. I'm not being lazy saying oh no I'm not doing that man!
She also said i'm not allowed to volunteer anymore. Ok this woman is more screwed up than I am. Volunteering is the only fucking thing that makes me happy and you want to take that away from me. And she said I am going to the hope program. I'm just going to hand you the gun right now and point it at my head.
My other option she said was to go to welfare and say how my mother kicked me out because I wouldn't get a job or clean. What A fucking prick these are her words not mine. Dude i'm on the edge. If she kicks me out i'm running away and not coming back ever. Ever as in dead ever.
Well doesn't it seem like today is going to be fucking wonderful? Can't wait.
Bye.