March 16, 2012

Hey
Mornin'! Oh my what a bad time last night.
Don't ever ever ever let me even think about going downtown with that girl ever again. Worst time ever.
I'll start off the night i suppose, not even getting into how i spend the day with her. oh my!
Well we went to sirens first, Which is a strip club. Fine, It wasn't the best night there but she didn't bring any money/or very little and we kept going in the bathroom so she could drink some wine. She got drunk off like 1/2 1 litre.....Easy drunk. She was loaded! She was groping me and touching me, tried to make-out with me on a couch until we got told off by the waitress. That was ok to an extent. I was only after havin a Whiskey sour and 2 shots of tequila So i was pretty stable. So then we went on the hunt for another place to get into. Her being fucking drunk decided to pick the one place downtown that I was sure to get i'd at. Strickiest place in town for i'd. But luckily I got in no problem! That is when it started to get bad. She was really all over the place, slurring words at everybody. Then I tried to bring her to coat check and she ditched me! Left me. I was soooo pissed. She went off to get 2 beers for herself. When she finally came back to me she was acting super sooky and stuff. So I tried to get her to go to a more open place in the bar. So we found a table and then she started flipping people off, screaming at them and everything. I was trying to communicate but obviously couldn't hear. So thats when I dragged her out of the place. Ok I'm like what 122lbs she was easily 160/170. People started clapping and cheering when I hauled her away. That bad.
Anyways that was prob totally unnecessary but what odds, be glad I didn't write this last night.
Now I feel like shit. I look soo fat now. Like my face is soo flabby and everything is just fat. I feel utterly sick to my stomach. I just want to take a blade to my face and just cut it all up. I'm also gonna try quit eating cold turkey.  OK that prob wouldn't work but it I don't i'm just going to end up purging. Today is going to be fun. I think I'm still a tad drunk/ or maybe thats a hangover. It's giving me a headache though. And like I only have 5 hrs of sleep, and it felt like I was awake the whole time.