Hey!
Just when things started to get better, I screws it up again.
Hmm Well for one, i'm being hounded everyday to get a job. I tried ok all you can do is wait. Plus being screamed at for not doing shit all. Not true at all. So me being the way I am i'm like kick me out. One day or night i'm not going to go home, I'm just going to disappear. Ok then nobody has to worry anymore.
Oh and i'm being discharged from the janeway on monday. Mudder don't think I have an eating disorder but a serious mental illness. Well fuck you. I'm not getting "help" for something I don't have. Why just because i'm becoming less care free theres somethings wrong? That i'm not afraid and I act on impulse. Well not all the time but sometimes. I never got to act stupid or silly because I was afraid. Afraid of how others will judge me. So now I don't care.
Well pretty brief with the emotions today. But i'm going dancing tonight and it should be fun :) Can't wait! Who needs liquor when ya got loud music!
Well i'm out!
Ciao!
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